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TENPEOPLEINYOURLIFE
@hissstory

ONE OF YOUR SIBLINGS: Ryan.
1. What is the age difference between you two? I'm two and a half years older.
2. Do you know what this person is doing right now? He's asleep.
3. How often do you and this person argue? We don't argue as much as we used to, but we do have our moments.
4. What do you do together? We go for drinks, etc. Nothing too exciting.
5. Is this a step-sibling, half-sibling or full-sibling? He's 100% my brother.

THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED: Tom.
1. What was the text about? Saying goodnight. :)
2. When is the last time you saw this person? At about 2am this morning.
3. Do you text each other more than you call each other? Yes.
4. How old is this person? He's 27.
5. What is this person's favorite movie? He will kill me for saying it, but Definitely Maybe! HA!

YOUR FAVORITE TEACHER FROM LAST YEAR SEMESTER: MJ.
1. Did this teacher give a lot of homework? No more than is necessary.
2. Did the other students like them too? Yeah.
3. What subject did they teach? Research methods.
4. Have they ever taught you before this year? Nope.
5. Does this teacher run any after school programs? I have no idea.

YOUR BEST FRIEND: Mel.
1. How long have you been best friends? Years and years.
2. Have you ever fought about something silly then quickly made up? Yeah.
3. Where did you meet your best friend? School.
4. Do you live near each other? Near enough.
5. Do they have a significant other? Yes.

THE LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO: Mom.
1. Was this in person, through the telephone or the internet? In person.
2. What was the conversation about? Me cutting the cord holding up the shower head. xD
3. How long did it last? About ten minutes?
4. What was the tone/mood of the conversation? Happy? She found it quite hilarious.
5. What is your relationship with this person? She's my mother.

THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED: Tom.
1. Where did this kiss take place? In my car.
2. Have you ever kissed this person before? Tonnes of times.
3. What were they wearing at the time of the kiss? Uh, black jeans and a grey hoodie?
4. How long have you known this person? About 3 years.
5. How often do you talk to this person? Every day. :D

YOUR FAVORITE BAND/ARTIST: Ed Sheeran.
1. How long have you liked this band/artist? A good while.
2. What is your favorite song by them? Kiss Me, Drunk & Grade 8.
3. What city are they from? Halifax.
4. Do a lot of your friends like them? Yes.
5. What genre do they play? :)

YOUR MOTHER: Mum.
1. Do you spend a lot of time with her? Yes.
2. How strong is the relationship between you two? Good.
3. Do you tell them a lot about your personal life? She doesn't know everything..
4. What personality traits did you acquire from her? Quite a lot. Especially her fiery temper. xD
5. What is the most frequent topic of argument? It depends.

YOUR FATHER: Dad.
1. What does your father do for a living? PAH.
2. Is he considered the head of the household? Definitely not. My Mum and Dad have been divorced for as long as I can remember.
3. What personality traits did you acquire from him? Thankfully, barely any.
4. What do you do together? Nothing.
5. Do you look anything like your father? I look more like Mum.

ONE OF YOUR EX-BOY/GIRLFRIENDS: Connor.
1. Who broke with who? Mutual, ish. More on my part though.
2. Have you kept contact? Absolutely not.
3. Have you dated anyone since the break-up? I'm with someone else now.
4. Are you fully over him/her? Yes, although the things that happened will haunt me for a freakin long time.
5. How long did you two date? Eighteen months.

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130 have you ever?
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1.. Have you ever swam in the ocean?
2.. Have you ever seen a swan?
3.. Have you ever been to Hawaii?
4.. Have you ever ridden a horse?
5.. Have you ever slept on a water bed?
6.. Have you ever owned a game console?
7.. Have you ever done drugs?
8.. Have you ever dyed your hair an unnatural colour?
9.. Have you ever written into a magazine & been published?
10.. Have you ever been arrested?
11.. Have you ever gatecrashed a party?
12.. Have you ever got lost in a shop?
13.. Have you ever been on a boat?
14.. Have you ever had sex?
15.. Have you ever been to a funeral?
16.. Have you ever been hunting?
17.. Have you ever questioned your sexuality?
18.. Have you ever been a bridesmaid?
19.. Have you ever been engaged?
20.. Have you ever been fired from a job?
21.. Have you ever failed a test?
22.. Have you ever been to a concert?
23.. Have you ever been on Television?
24.. Have you ever had an internet relationship?
25.. Have you ever had phone sex?
27.. Have you ever eaten out of date food?
28.. Have you ever been in a car accident?
29.. Have you ever met a celebrity?
30.. Have you ever played World of Warcraft?
31.. Have you ever had your heart broken?
32.. Have you ever been to University?
33.. Have you ever lived in America?
34.. Have you ever been pregnant?
35.. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
36.. Have you ever been stung by a wasp or bee?
37.. Have you ever been fishing?
38.. Have you ever been abroad?
39.. Have you ever had hiccups for 10 minutes or more?
40.. Have you ever cut your own hair?
41.. Have you ever bullied anyone?
42.. Have you ever designed your own clothes?
43.. Have you ever swam with dolphins?
44.. Have you ever been hit by lightening?
45.. Have you ever ridden in a taxi?
46.. Have you ever made bread?
47.. Have you ever completed the 5,000 question survey?
48.. Have you ever driven a car?
49.. Have you ever driven a tractor?
50.. Have you ever eaten duck?
51.. Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex?
52.. Have you ever had to phone the police?
53.. Have you ever held an alive lobster?
54.. Have you ever been drunk?
55.. Have you ever lied?
56.. Have you ever made your own survey?
57.. Have you ever backstabbed a friend?
58.. Have you ever won a competition?
59.. Have you ever been on a sports team?
60.. Have you ever wanted to be a professional singer?
61.. Have you ever masturbated?
62.. Have you ever yelled at a parent?
63.. Have you ever ran away from home?
64.. Have you ever hallucinated?
65.. Have you ever had food poisoning?
66.. Have you ever baked muffins?
67.. Have you ever dated someone more then once?
68.. Have you ever been attracted to a family member?
69.. Have you ever been in a physical fight?
70.. Have you ever been on holiday without parents?
71.. Have you ever had a cheese & pick sandwich?
72.. Have you ever been to a beach?
73.. Have you ever had a pet cat?
74.. Have you ever spent any time in a jail cell?
75.. Have you ever been on the radio?
76.. Have you ever sang in the shower?
77.. Have you ever been in a jacuzzi?
78.. Have you ever cried in public?
79.. Have you ever done anything illegal?
80.. Have you ever owned your own computer?
81.. Have you ever owned a bong?
82.. Have you ever brought underwear for someone?
83.. Have you ever broke something out of anger?
84.. Have you ever seen a penguin in real life?
85.. Have you ever had a BBQ?
86.. Have you ever caught something on fire by accident?
87.. Have you ever eaten rabbit?
88.. Have you ever skydived?
89.. Have you ever slept in a bed with a parent?
90.. Have you ever had sunstroke?
91.. Have you ever been ran over?
92.. Have you ever cracked a tooth?
93.. Have you ever worn false nails or eyelashes?
94.. Have you ever littered?
95.. Have you ever spat at someone?
96.. Have you ever been on a cruise?
97.. Have you ever been camping?
98.. Have you ever been in debt?
99.. Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
100.. Have you ever forgot a family members birthday?
101.. Have you ever been constipated?
102.. Have you ever been expelled from school?
103.. Have you ever fired a gun?
104.. Have you ever dislocated anything?
105.. Have you ever had to have a body part re-attached?
106.. Have you ever had a urine/bladder infection?
107.. Have you ever changed a nappy?
108.. Have you ever fell off a bed?
109.. Have you ever worn the opposite sexes underwear?
110.. Have you ever done something you’re not proud of?
111.. Have you ever milked a cow?
112.. Have you ever drank Soya milk?
113.. Have you ever bottle fed a lamb?
114.. Have you ever cried in the cinema?
115.. Have you ever had a one night stand?
116.. Have you ever cussed out a teacher?
117.. Have you ever wished upon a star?
118.. Have you ever wet the bed?
119.. Have you ever weed in the shower?
120.. Have you ever picked your nose & eaten it?
121.. Have you ever watched someone give birth?
122.. Have you ever walked around your house naked?
123.. Have you ever been to a gay club?
124.. Have you ever worn coloured contact lenses?
125.. Have you ever hired a stripper?
126.. Have you ever phoned a sex line?
127.. Have you ever made a bid on E-bay?
128.. Have you ever made perfume out of flower petals?
129.. Have you ever been to a casino?
130.. Have you ever stepped in dog poo?

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Sexual Survey
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1. Have you ever taken a shower with someone (bathing suits/family do not count)? 
Yes.

2. How old were you when you had your first real make out? 
11.

3. Who was that first real make out with? 
Tom.

4. When did you first get felt up & with who (can be with the bra/underwear on)?
I have no idea.

5. Fingering: Is it something you enjoy receiving/giving? 
Yes.

6. Have you ever given a handjob/blowjob? If so, to who? 
Yes, quite a few.

7. Do you use flavored condoms to give a blowjob or nothing at all? 
Nothing.

8. Do you think the idea of flavored condoms are stupid? 
Yeah.

9. Would you rather have cybersex or phone sex? 
Neither to be honest.

10. When did you first become sexually active (or lose your v-card)? 
13. :-/

11. Who did you lose to? Do you still see/speak with this person? 
I see him occasionally, but we don't speak.

12. If you haven't lost it, do you have any clue as to who you WOULD lose it to?
Yes. I wish I hadn't have done it when I did.

13. Are you into PDA? How much PDA is too extreme to you? 
A peck or two and cuddling is fine, anything more is too much.

14. What's the most public place you'd have sex at? 
Motocross track?

15. The idea of having sex in a hot tub: stupid or hot? 
Nice.

16. How often do you flirt with the opposite/same sex? 
All the time. I flirt even when I'm in a relationship, however, I'd never act upon it.

17. If you're a lesbian/bisexual, have you ever "accidently" grabbed your friend's boob but secretly you really wanted to? 
I'm not lesbian or bi.

18. Where was the last place you made out at? 
Car.

19. What's the biggest penis you've seen? If you haven't seen one, what's the biggest you've HEARD of (from a friend or whoever)? 
Andy.

20. Do you read Cosmopolitan? If so, for the sex advice or just for fun? 
Sometimes, and just for fun.

21. What was/is your longest relationship? 
18 months.

22. Would you rather have sex in the movies or outdoors? 
Outside.

23. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend shaves "down there"? 
Trimmed and tidy is fine.

24. Where is the most random place you've ever had a hickey? If you haven't had one, what's the most random place you've had a friend have a hickey? 
Stomach.

25. Last question: Have you ever been in love? 
Yeah.

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1. No ones ever held my hand, or anything of that matter in my life. No guy has ever told me they liked me, or that I looked pretty or anything. I feel like I'm missing out on the best part of teenagehood. I am. I don't even know what having someone like you feels like.
2. I wish I could believe in myself, then I wouldn't worry so much if you believe in me or not.
3. I am afraid no one will ever want to spend the rest of their life with me. 
4. I save the "love is..." drawings from the newspapers and save them in a box in hopes that you will come back.
5. Whenever I wish on birthday candles/eyelashes/chicken bones/stars/11:11, I wish I was skinny.
6. People think I'm confident but I'm really just as insecure as everyone else, I just know how to put on a show.
7. I honestly don't understand why girls these days are so hung up on growing up. 
8. I wish that they could read my mind, cause I'm too scared to tell them the things I think they need to hear.
9. For one week I would like to not be a good person. If everyone else bitches and complains and throws tantrums and gets what they want why can't I?
10. I cannot wait to leave the town I am in even though I pretend to like it.
11. I wonder if I'll ever be able to fully believe that you love me again, after you told me you didn't love me that one time.
12. You hit me and call me names but the fact that you used to cut hurts my more than any fist or name ever could.
13. The person who completes me, who makes me feel better about myself, thinks I'm stalking them
14. I'm manic depressive, and it hurts the people I love the most.
15. I know I'm not meant to be happy, and I'm slowly coming to terms with that.
16. According to my friends, I'm the strongest person they know. If only they knew what happens behind closed doors.
17. It's so hard to admit, but recently I realized how much I've been relying on trying to make people feel sorry for me.
18. I feel really really alone right now in the world.
19. I'm afraid to have sex but want to.
20. I hate being fat and no matter what I do I just keep getting fatter.
21. I saw her picture and the first thing I thought was that I can't compete with her.
22. My parents don't know I drink every weekend.
23. I don't think my boyfriend treats me right. I constantly want to break up with him but truth is, I just don't want to be alone. And I don't want to wonder 'what if'.
24. What I wish for right now is happiness. Not love. Wow, what a refreshing change! I think I'm maturing. Well I hope so.
25. I love fall and winter because it's normal to wear long sleeves and pants.
26. I hate how many girls you've had sex with. And I also hate them. Sometimes I even hate you for it.
27. I intentionally hold all my problems to myself because I want to know what it feels like to loose control of them
28. When getting ready in the morning, I have to advert my eyes while looking in the mirror to do my hair. I can't look at myself without crying.
29. i was in the mental hospital because i attempted suicide. i made a friend there. she killed herself a few days after she got out. i think i talked about it too much.
30. I judge others based on the wicked nature of man, completely disregarding how good they may be
31. 2008 was the best year of my life. Only because I met you.
32. When I hang out with you all my worries float away. You're an amazing guy in my eyes, even if others don't agree. Telling you how I feel is something i can't bring myself to do. & I've come to conclusion that the only thing that's holding me back is my fear of rejection. I wish I believed in myself enough to tell you, we could have something great together.
33. You probably don't even get the hint that the one I'm missing is you. 
34. I really really really hate how much my best friends have cut me off from their circle, because I don't always agree with their opinions. Ironically, I've been taught all my life that it's good for friends and people to have differences between them, including opinions. Great.
35. I am afraid of the future because all I know is how to remember my bad past.
36. I have a feeling we won't hangout this summer, because it will take me weeks to build up the courage to finally call you. And when I do finally call you, you won't pick-up, or you'll be busy.
37. I've got a lot of problems now, but I don't need your sympathy. I realize now that if people help or support me in getting from where I am to somewhere better, than that is good. If sympathy is given, then that requires me to stay the same to continue getting it.
38. I want to be in love and I want to understand the feeling other people get when they are in love but my self-esteem is so low I try my best not to even look at a guy I find cute because I just know he'll never like me, or even find me cute. How will I find love when I'm like this?
39. I used to always wish that I didn't have to know that weird kid at work... then today I found out he committed suicide and feel horrible that I didn't reach out to help him.
40. I want to do everything within my power to show you what you're missing out on with me
41. Every time I see you, I can't help but smile. And every time, that smile fades when reality comes back because I remember "I have no chance with him."
42. I am terrified to really live. Instead I just go through the motions and exist. I know I was made for so much more than this.
43. I broke up with the guy that made me happy because my friends didn't like him. I'm with a guy that doesn't make me as happy because my friends like him.
44. You call me your best friend but it seems that the only you want to hangout with me is when nobody else wants to deal with you.
45. I let you borrow my stuff, just to have an excuse to hang out with you again.
46. Are that much of a loser that no one your age wants you? That you have to prey on high school girls? What the fuck is wrong with you, man?
47. I can't wait until I really start living my life and making real friends.When the day comes that I'm as successful as I want to be I'm going to shove every inch of my joy and happiness in your hurtful, selfish and bitchy ass face.
48. Did you tell me you loved me just because your cock was in my mouth? Or is it that you love me, but are usually just unable to say it out loud? I choose to believe the latter. And I love you too. 
49. He is always in the back of my mind. He sends me cute little hope your day is good texts and I get a huge smile on my face every time he calls.
50. I really want to marry you.
51. When I listen to a certain CD, every song on it makes me cry. Not because the songs are touching and sad, but because every song makes me visualize the times we had during those months and the times we will never have in the future... all because we are in love with each other and can't do anything about it. 
52. I just had the best thanksgiving ever, with my best friend. I enjoy his company much more than my family's. I love you
53. I'm glad you've abused me everyday since I was old enough to remember, enjoy prision, I'm calling the police next time you lay a hand on me. I hope you know how much they enjoy child abusers there, you'll make a good prision bitch.
54. The song "Hate me" by Blue October reminds me of you.
55. Please stop being so insecure. It does nothing but hurt us. 
56. Is that really all you have to complain about? Your computer troubles and traffic? Fucking local brats think you're so victimized. Try walking in the snow with holes in your boots because you can't afford new ones, and coming home soaking wet. Try asking friends for wool tights and scarves as holiday gifts because you can't buy them. You are in your little bubble of nice weather and shallow drama all year long. You have no idea what it's like to not live in luxurious surroundings at all times. Get over yourself.
57. I know you want to meet me. I know you think about me. I understand that it might be scary for you since you don't know what I look like. Trust me you will not be disappointed. I have to see if there is anything there. Just be open with your heart.
58. I wish I was a slut. it would be so much easier.
59. I had a good time today, but I couldn't help but wonder what it'd be like if I were lucky enough to be sharing the holidays with you instead. My family would love you.
60. I know you won't show up. Because I don't matter to you. No one matters to you. Only work matters.
61. My father once told me that even the love of my life would never marry me. I hope he chokes to death on my wedding cake.
62. I think rescue firemen sometimes use "the jaws of life" on a crashed car, mainly because they want to. The firemen could have easily broken the car window to get the crash victim out, but instead I think they like playing with their ultra power tools to bend and twist the car roof completely off the vehicle because it's fun for them. I just hope no one has ever died while the firemen have been getting their jollies.
63. How can I be so in love with someone that I will never have? God please let me fall out of love, so I can go one with my life.
64. I'm sorry we let everything fade. I wish you knew how often I think about you. Do you know how hard it is not to talk to you? I'm sorry that I'll never have the courage to actually tell you this.
65. I'm thankful for my family, even for the ones that give me a hard time. I'm thankful for my life even though its not going well right now. I am very thankful yet I am very sad and ready to start my life that I am destined to have.
66. I read your diary. Nearly everytime I was at yourhome. I just wanted to understand you. Sorry.
67. Damn anxiety... it gets so annoying sometimes. I don't know why I'm so nervous. Well, actually I do know why, I just don't understand why I feel nervous about seeing someone I have seen so many times before.
68. My mom tells me all of her financial problems. It's not that I don't care, but it scares me to death and I don't know what to do.
69. I feel like you only stay with me because you have nowhere else to go. It makes me want to curl up and die. 
70. I have the job of my dreams, yet coming home is the best part of the day because it means I get to chat with you and make you smile.
71. I can't believe I will never see you again... You were the only one who made me truly happy in every possible way... Oh what could have been...
72. I want to commit suicide so badly but I'm to afraid of burning in hell for eternity. 
73. People closest to me don't seem to get me at all. Maybe they won't face or accept/respect it. It's a tad annoying. 
74. Don't get me wrong. I enjoy helping and being there for people. But why isn't there anyone here for me? 
75. I want my gorgeous math teacher. He's young, married, and oh so sexy. I have a fetish for teachers in the first place, but he gets me so bothered. I need him all night long.
76. I find my own sister really gorgeous. At times,I think I have a crush on her.
77. I told you I got an internship at this great place and it is really a huge deal but you couldn't care less because i'm not your other daughter. I got a freaking internship that no one else could get I beat out so many other people to get this and you didnt even say congratulations you just said yeah right.
78. Everytime I feel guilty about eating too much, I just empty everything in my stomach into the toilet and somehow, it makes me feel better after that like I'm telling those calories that they won't make me any fatter.
79. I hate friends who forget about the whole world when they are in a relationship. 
80. I secretly wish that karma will get to the person I hate/dislike. Don't you feel that way too sometimes?
81. People always think I'm all forgiving and happy but actually, I get jealous over the most ridiculous things and yet I keep it to myself because I don't want people to think bad of me.
82. One day while you're out walking, and you feel a certain presence beside you, then know that, that is me, loving you from wherever I am.
83. I get irritated when slim girls call themselves fat. Do you wanna know who's fat? Me. If it makes you feel better for people to tell you, "omg you're not fat." Then, stfu and get a life.
84. Hello, I miss you quite terribly.
85. You know what I would really want? I want to spend time with my parents. I don't care if it's not cool. Its true, how people say that you only treasure the things you have when they are gone. I never had it, and I envy every single person who has it. Fuck those that don't appreciate it.
86. I really wonder if you feel the same way about me. Then, I think to myself, who am I kidding. There are so many girls out there who like you, that are much prettier.
87. You're special to me. I don't know if I am to you.
88. I have a big spending problem, I have a addiction to shopping and I can't stop. I have so little allowance and yet I spend it all within 2 weeks. My passion for fashion is overwhelming it is harming me and my future.
89. Can you seriously stop copying me? All your pictures, your blogposts, your dressing. I've had enough.
90. I am very insecure. I think too much about the clothes I'll be wearing out the next outing, how many times I've worn it, I think too much about who is gonna see me there, what kind of trouble I am getting myself into. I even overthink my facebook statuses. Sometimes, I just wish my mind would shut up and stop talking to me. No, I don't have a problem, I just think too much. 
91. I stare at pictures of this guy I obsess about. I just really like him.
92. I keep telling my parents that I can't wait to get my own place... today I spent the entire day at home, alone and I don't think I can live like this every day for a few years.
93. When I'm patting my cat, it feels as if all my troubles momentarily disappear.
94. I wish we weren't so alike, didn't like the same music, didn't like the same sports, didn't like creating things. Then it would be easier to do the things I love without thinking of you.
95. I do not want to meet guys through the net ever again. I want to believe in bumping-someone-by-accident and then calling it fate.
96. There are so many things going on in my head that shouldn't even matter. But for some reason, they just do. How can I make it stop?
97. Most of my friends, but all of my family don't know that I love smoking weed.
98. I set my status to "invisible" to pretend that you're not talking to me because you don't think I'm online. But I know the truth - you just don't want to.
99. I have this serious fear of growing up with nobody to love. Being that 'one friend' out the bunch when I'm older that has nobody. I know I'm only 17 and according to everyone else " I've got plenty of time to find another" but that's not how I see it no matter how hard I try.
100. It's easier for me to stay home and pretend than it is to go out and live in the real world. In the real world I'm a nobody. 

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Your friend kisses the boy/girl you like, what do you do?
NO.

Last thing you said out loud?
"See you tomorrow."

Last time you laughed really hard?
Last night.

What do you want right this second?
Toms.

How are you sitting?
On my computer chair.

Does anyone hate you?
Yes.

When you scribble on paper, what do you scribble?
Whatever comes to mind.

Anyone pissing you off?
Yes.

Can I have your number?
No. -.-

Your mood?
Happy. :]

If you could change one thing this year about your life would you?
Yes.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Jo.

Did you sleep alone last night?
Yes. :[

Last year can you remember who you liked?
Yes.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Yes.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/ girlfriend drinks?
It depends to what extent.

Do you find piercings attractive?
Yes.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
Bad things. xD

Waiting for something?
Yes.

Was yesterday terrible?
Last night was awesome.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
Yes.

Did you reject or accept your last friend request?
Accept.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes.

How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Quite a few tbh.

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Not if I'm actually wrong.

Would you take someone back who cheated on you?
I have before, but I wouldn't again.

If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?
No.

Whats the best part about school?
STUDENT LOAN.

Are you a fan of country music?
Some is alright.

Would you rather visit Paris for 2 days or Sweden for a week?
Paris.

What movie did you see the last time you went to theaters?
Girl with the Dragon Tattoo.

What color was the last vehicle you were in?
Black.

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
Mom.

What was the last book you read?
Sextet.

Who was the last person to give you a hug?
Tom.

Last song you listened to?
Better than Sunday - Ladyhawke.